K.S.Y

2012-02-10T21:10:00.000-08:00

At YSL Event ...

Cruise 2012 collection Show ...

at Senayan City Jakarta

2012-02-07T09:14:00.000-08:00

Photographer : Glenn Prasetya
Fashion Stylist : ME

Talent : Monique O

Makeup : Andy Chunchun
Hairdo : Bintang Droe
Dress : Yogie Pratama

2012-02-06T17:41:00.000-08:00

London School Year 2002 Reunion

i miss u girlssssss

2012-01-27T02:37:00.000-08:00

just

yesterday me ... :P

after the meeting

2012-01-20T09:00:00.001-08:00

.... my today friday

lunch .... at plaza indonesia

and ending my friday at social house Grand Indonesia

.... have a good weekend all of you

2012-01-07T04:00:00.000-08:00

with BIG TEDDY

2012-01-02T18:11:00.001-08:00

behind the scene me and besties shoot

me+tya+engel

2011-12-29T17:59:00.000-08:00

"NYE BFF photo shoot"

me + engel + tia

2011-12-24T20:14:00.001-08:00

2011-12-22T02:06:00.000-08:00

it was yesterday shoot hihihi

2011-11-24T22:50:00.000-08:00

i don't know what i should feel , think and do

everything is make me confuse ...

--____--"

2011-11-16T13:50:00.000-08:00

Jakarta Fashion Week 2012

at Yogie Pratama Show

2011-10-30T16:27:00.000-07:00

it was at Fransyes Wedding

me with my girls ( Tya & Engel )

2011-10-16T12:13:00.000-07:00

THANK YOU

Chemsedine Herriche

for this ...

Merciiiiiiiiiiiiiii

2011-10-11T09:44:00.000-07:00

Den haaG HS met Engel

2011-10-06T20:37:00.000-07:00

goodmorning

♥ RIP Steve Jobs ... Danke For make my work so far becoming easier ... ♥

2011-10-06T04:34:00.000-07:00

1 day in Delft

2011-10-06T04:28:00.000-07:00

outside scene

Paris fashion week SS 2012

2011-10-03T07:16:00.000-07:00

my Fav thai restaurant in zeedijk ams

"Jasmine Restaurant"

2011-10-03T07:12:00.001-07:00

2011-09-28T19:47:00.000-07:00

..... day by day i trough with all this regrets or maybe just say these as a lesson,

lesson really learned ...

i made a mistake

i do really learn from all those things what i did in the past

maybe its a lesson for me to getting more mature or adult

or maybe we can say as lesson of life ...

when i open my eyes every time i woke up in the morning and the sun is shining

i though it was a dream

i really don't know what i should feel what i should think

its just like nothing , rare , empty , dead, confusing

GOD ... what is it ... what's happening ... and why me ?

pls enough ... GOD

i don't want play these scene ...

its enough

please .....

2011-09-28T06:24:00.000-07:00

chinese touch

Makeup : Philip Kwok

Photo : Bonnie De Gio

2011-09-26T20:44:00.000-07:00

selvi and me

test shoot

2011-09-26T11:17:00.001-07:00

fitting my dress ... yippie

is almost done

2011-09-22T14:18:00.000-07:00

in MaasDijk at Tante Lily Place

i love this area ...

the area of Tulip Flower Factory

2011-09-18T07:19:00.000-07:00

New YorK Fashion Week spring summer 2012

street style look

2011-09-18T07:01:00.000-07:00

spending my weekend with flower print on me with

touch of red color on it

2011-09-14T09:55:00.001-07:00

Philip & Me

for the Advertorial

2011-09-13T10:24:00.000-07:00

In youth we learn,

in age we understand.

2011-09-12T09:56:00.000-07:00

just today at work after my holiday .... for Miss Tourism Indonesia

2011-09-11T04:31:00.000-07:00

Let the night sleep
Sleep for ever deep
With the night I sleep
Beyond the world to peep

2011-09-10T07:29:00.001-07:00

You know my name, not my story.

You've heard what I've done,

not what I've been through...

Summer in Prague

2011-09-08T05:26:00.000-07:00

i fallen in love with this city .... its feel like mixed city ! between Rome and Venezia in 1 city with the old gothic touch of the city ... and the strong sharp faces from the local its make the city feel complete ...

and how they talk in their own sexy language blended with the bohemian atmosphere

XOXO

2011-09-07T09:48:00.000-07:00

it was today ... meeting my old friends...

2011-09-05T06:24:00.000-07:00

Kesya Moedz For Rizky

Photo - Rizky Anwar Sadat

Makeup - engel

Wardrobes - Elie Saab , Burberry , Lasenza

Location - Den Haag HS

2011-08-21T14:38:00.000-07:00

today shoot ...in Laakwatier DenHaag

Photo : Hafis Atfin

Make up : Engle

2011-08-21T03:04:00.000-07:00

last night in Ams ...

from l'opera to Jimmy Woo

2011-08-20T02:28:00.000-07:00

my 1st 3 dAy in holland

2011-08-14T13:26:00.000-07:00

Girlfriend: Wanna see a magic trick?

Boyfriend: Sure, babe.

Girlfriend: BAM! You're single !!!

Boyfriend: hahaha you are funny one babe .

Girlfirend: im SERIOUS ... abachadabra bye ...

2011-08-13T00:57:00.000-07:00

OFF to AMS ...

Holiday Mode ON !!!

2011-08-12T11:39:00.001-07:00

today shoot ..,

today shoot with my bestie

for our campaign

love it

2011-08-10T05:52:00.000-07:00

today at work

and finally my visa is out ...

so counting down the days ....

Amsterdam i'm comingggggggg ...

2011-08-08T07:41:00.000-07:00

today at work ...

philip + me + robin

2011-08-07T07:36:00.001-07:00

Every scar i have

makes me

who I AM...

2011-08-06T12:28:00.000-07:00

just back from saturday dinner ...

have a nice weekend people ( ื▿ ืʃƪ) .....

2011-08-05T10:28:00.000-07:00

just today shoots ...

2011-08-03T09:04:00.000-07:00

right after the meeting and waiting so long for the Valet Car ...

2011-08-02T15:52:00.000-07:00

watching Harry Potter with The Girls ...

accidently MeT Our Lecture from the University ( in the middle)

in some Resto when we just done our Harry Potter

2011-08-02T15:38:00.000-07:00

fitting dress for my Birthday this 18th

by Elie Saab dress

im so in LOVE

2011-07-31T13:11:00.000-07:00

♥ Ramadan Kareem for all of the Muslim around the world.... ♥

2011-07-25T19:14:00.000-07:00

"The question is not what you look at, but what you see"

2011-07-24T09:53:00.001-07:00

so Cute Daniel wrote this message to me

he is a son of friend

Thank You Daniel ... miss you too

2011-07-22T13:40:00.000-07:00

After all you put me through,
you'd think I'd despise you.
But in the end,

I wanna thank you.....

'Cause it makes me that much stronger
Makes me work a little bit harder
Makes me that much wiser
So thanks for making me a fighter
Made me learn a little bit faster
Made my skin a little bit thicker
Makes me that much smarter
So thanks for making me a fighter

2011-07-22T12:42:00.000-07:00

There is a "lie" in believe,

"over" in lover,

"end" in friend,

"us" in trust,

"ex" in "next"

and

"if" in life.

2011-07-19T11:34:00.001-07:00

easy for good girls gone bad ...

once we gone ...

we gone FOREVER

2011-07-18T02:17:00.000-07:00

im Proud Of My HeaRT

its been

Played , Cheated , Burned and Broken

but

somehow after it all .. it still works !

belle créature de l'espace

2011-07-17T23:32:00.000-07:00

Photographer : NPM

Fashion Stylist & Director : Me
Model : Irina
Makeup : Philips Kwok

2011-07-17T00:29:00.001-07:00

U Might Have Ruined my Past
and
Screwed up my Present !!!

BUT !!!

I Won't let you touch MY FUTURE !

2011-07-14T05:25:00.001-07:00

just me today

2011-07-14T05:18:00.001-07:00

Ja ALLAH ..,

buat lah DIA merasakan apa yg saya RASAKAN

atau

LEBIH, LEBIH DAN LEBIH

SAKIT DR YG APA SAYA RASAKAN !!!!

2011-07-12T06:23:00.000-07:00

If he doesn't treat you like a princess,

then he doesn't deserve to be your prince.

2011-07-10T10:17:00.000-07:00

i really dont know and have a clue

what i should feel

really i dont ...

its just empty ....

really

ohhh god ...

by Instagram

2011-07-10T06:23:00.000-07:00

was playing at my cousin haus today

try to make smile and laugh

its hard though

and was trying this iphone instagram application :)

2011-07-08T21:34:00.000-07:00

I disactivated my FB I just don't want make a mess anymore....

i thing thats a better way ... i dont NEED all attention by a guy from FB

what i need is attention from some1 thats meaning a lot for me

thats it
oh GOD this feeling is torching me
specially after i talked to my MOM about what its happen
she so down and she's cry when see me cry
thats the hardest thing
i dont deserve this pain !!!
this heart feel like bleeding and some 1 just put a salt with lemon squeeze very painful !!!
My heart's crippled by the vein that I keep on closin'
And it's drainin' all of me
How you could ever hurt me so
Was it that I never paid enough attention
Or did I not give enough affection
Not only will your answers keep me sane
Did I never treat you right
Did I always start the fight
Either way I'm going out of my mind
All the answers to my questions I have to find
GOD i SURRENDER TO YOU ...

2011-07-08T07:52:00.001-07:00

i SWEAR TO GOD

ITS HURT

REALLY

ITS HURT

oHHH GOD ...

its really HURT ME
why its happen to me ?
i never bad to people or some 1
why ME ???
why i should feel this ??
WHY

2011-07-08T00:14:00.001-07:00

everything will be OK in the end ...

IF its not okay ?!

it's NOT the end

patience is my middle name

2011-07-06T05:13:00.000-07:00

what do we know about patience ???

when we realize patience is the hardest thing to do in life ...

it is hard ... patience and patience

some people said patience have a limit

in some religion said patience don't have a limit ...

no matter what it is we should be patience

its so hard

seriously hard ...

its happen to me when i should be patience in life or love

when our hope when our dream should be patience and patience

that is why i never want to be demanding by a person no matter who is it .

the more you hope the more hurt ...

but when it come back again to patience its make my mind think twice

about hope ... is better i do it by my self then hoping by some 1 that not appreciate you...

so far in my life i've been trough everything down, up, happy, sad, rejected, accepted

ALL that kind of life things !

and its come back again

i talk to my self

"kesya be patience"

everything happen cause a reason

and you should be patience to knowing that reason is

and here we go again.. come back with the patience that i talked about ...

GOD ...

sometimes i really want to fly and can forget everything what is happened to me

i wish ...

when the sun is shine its make the day so shine with a beautiful bird sounds when the night come and the heart beeping fast its make me just like a candle in the middle of dessert with a blowing big wind

and i should be survive with patience till the wind gone and make the light still on

patience patience and patience

i guess patience is my middle name ..

and i know there's a good & beautiful SToRy behind all the patience things ...

silent is GOLD but patience is DIAMOND

2011-07-05T07:10:00.000-07:00

weekend in Parai Bangka Island

2011-07-04T03:35:00.000-07:00

it was my weekend with my besties at Parai Bangka Island

it was a nice beach with a nice view and nice resort

with a nice people ...

with 1 of my best friend Philip Kwok

work for HerWorld Brides Indonesia Magazine July Issue

2011-06-30T19:13:00.000-07:00

Photographer : Nurulita www.nurulita.com
Makeup Artist : QQ Franky and team For LTpro
Fashion Stylist & Director : Me
Models : Katya Talanova
Wardrobes : Sapto Djojokartiko , Didi Budiarjo
Accessories : Sheel , Simply

2011-06-30T11:14:00.000-07:00

Hello July ...

pls being wise and be lovely and spectacular month... hope everything going so well and so wonderful based on your name GOD!

2011-06-29T10:18:00.000-07:00

today work for Miss Tourism Indonesia Campaign

its shaking by it self ...

2011-06-28T15:39:00.000-07:00

waking up in early morning ...,

i was got a super duper migraine ohh goddd ...

and now i'm awake in my 5.22 am

and feeling much better about my head but my heart ?

rare and confusing ...

there's some lyrics in 1 of a song it said
" life its just like a roller coaster "

maybe that right though

up and down just like a circle with a high speed to low speed in the same way ...

scary isn't it ...?!?

for me it's scary since im afraid from the high places with a high speed things,

i always avoiding some kind of adrenaline stuff ...

but

how i can avoid adrenaline stuff in a life ... ?!?

its come by it self even we don't need a ticket or stamp on our hand to come and sit in that adrenaline chair ...

i wish i can run from this kind of moment or this kind of feelings ... just like im running from an adrenaline playing things in some toy land ...

friends of mine always said come on why you afraid with this kind of thing ?!?

but its make my heart beeping so fast and screaming so loud

.. and feel all inside the stomach shake up and down ...

ughhhhh even i cant imagine how doest it feel ,

but i feel the same things now on with different kind of situation

bahhhhh irony isn't it ?

drama?

exaggerate?

people can say those words to me ...

but they just dont know how its feel though

people are all the same but with different kind of way thinking

so is it possible for me to not play this kind of roller coaster stuff ?

i dont buy a ticket for it ! why i should sit in this roller coaster love life ,

and feel this adrenaline stuff ?

2011-06-27T02:32:00.001-07:00

Jeder Fehler aus einem Grund geschieht - zu lehren, uns eine Lektion, die wirsonst nie erfahren ...

♥ly GateWay with my Besties

2011-06-26T11:41:00.000-07:00

2011-06-24T23:46:00.001-07:00

I fall, I rise, I make mistakes, I live, I learn, I've been hurt but I'm alive. I'm human, I'm not perfect but I'm thankful...

empty

2011-06-24T10:41:00.000-07:00

... in this middle of the night my time , my mind keep ticking just like a clock on my wall.

my body tell me to have a rest but my mind cant stop thinking and make a drama about what ever it is ...,

its not literally drama cos my live is already full of drama since i work in fashion fields all drama is always happen though.

in some kind of way i don't know with who i should trust with ... sometimes its make me afraid about something or status call relationship ...

what exactly relationship meaning is ?

2 person in love for a moment and the bored in other moment ... and have a fight in some moment ?!?

everything is always good and fine and sparkling in beginning but after 4 or 5 month

what's gonna happen ... is it the spark still excise ? is it the excitement still in the same place ?

many people said just let it flow and so on and on ...,

for me its kinda bla bla bla ...

because everything is come back again to the each person are they still feel the spark ?

or in some kind of way 1 of the person in 1 relation felt , "ok you are mine now... so ok just go with it" its sounds rare ...

or other example because of the high ego ... ok you love me .. and you are mine NOW is all my rules !

what a love life ... what a story ? where is the person that we know from the beginning ... where the fun we did ... where the intense attention that we felt before ...

its stuck ... its not spark as before just only eager and eager ...

wise person tell .. everything happen cause a reason

i know it is .

and of course it's for a good reason ...

its just a matter of time for knowing what the reason is ...

its hard though .. but thats what we call life .

and i know everything is gonna be ok

patience patience and patience

GOD have a plan...a GOOD PLAN

2011-06-23T11:22:00.001-07:00

after Esmod show last day ...

2011-06-22T13:49:00.001-07:00

this time i'll be

BULLETPROOF !!!

2011-06-22T12:45:00.001-07:00

Me with Celine Von

2011-06-21T10:27:00.000-07:00

just me today after the Esmod Jakarta show ...

at Pasific Place

Good Morning World

2011-06-21T00:25:00.000-07:00

breakfast time for you ? Brunch for me ...

its a hot sunny day today the humidity is quit high 32 degree

thats the main reason why i hate my country so bad ...,

cos sometimes i was thinking about how to wear Chanel tweed jacket in my country ...

or just LV Fur coat from the fall collection .. and maybe Gucci long boots and some Fendi trench coat ... thats what is my mind thinking and ticking all the time,

when i want start my day ... what im gonna wear for today ?!?

but at the end summer collection or cruise collection might be more friendly ...

so sad though ...

What’s Yummier Than Chanel , LV , Fendi and Gucci ?

2011-06-20T03:52:00.000-07:00

...When every things is to perfect sometimes I’m asking to my self many time.., is it true is it real … is it like suppose to be .. Or what ?!? All those kind of question come into my head and make me think twice or maybe countless.

my friends told and asked me are you feel insecure ? Why you just don’t enjoy it? take everything easy Ca” ( that’s how all my friends called me) … I tried to doing all those kind of advice or suggestion and so on but at the end my heart speak differently . Sometimes I wish I can control my heart and my mind in the same time … I wish I have remote control for those 2 things in me.

I really want take it easy … every single things.. but the point is I just don’t want to get hurt … all those pass that I’ve been trough its give me a lesson very well. In my favorite movie “sex and the city” Mr. Big said to Carrie.. “ Kid... You are not happy in You not happy out”. Maybe that’s my kind of situation right now on … I can say I got every thing what I need and What I want . but sometimes I feel missing something in me … I wish I know and I understand and I can keep it .
so I will never lose something that even I don’t know what it is…?!?

2011-06-18T22:04:00.000-07:00

3 oF Us at Saturday Evening

at De Luca

Plaza SenaYan

Left : Reza BustaMi ( Fashion Editor Clara Magazine Indonesia ) , Me , Narima Dwitya ( Public Relation Indonesia Tatler Magazine )

2011-06-17T21:51:00.000-07:00

mit meinen Freunden

2011-06-17T07:34:00.000-07:00

Don't think outside the box
Think like there is NO box !

2011-06-17T07:15:00.000-07:00

what !!! hahaha !!! okok ...

just my stupidity ;p

2011-06-15T19:43:00.001-07:00

2011-06-14T09:43:00.001-07:00

my MOMs bday

2011-06-10T01:43:00.000-07:00

yesterday it was my Mom bday ...

i love u Mom ...

i'm the luckiest Kid in the world to have you as my MOM !

portfo for LTpro New Campaign Summer 2011

2011-05-31T19:54:00.000-07:00

Photographer : Nurulita

Fashion & Beauty Stylist Director : Me
Model : Katya Talanova
Makeup : Philip Kwok
Asst. stylist : nisita
DI artist : Panji Simanjuntak

2011-04-21T11:49:00.000-07:00

Bisou Bisou

2011-04-18T09:29:00.000-07:00

color block dinner bash with my besties

2011-04-03T08:03:00.001-07:00

Multi Me

2011-03-25T00:07:00.000-07:00

NeW

PoRTFoLio

as My DREAM MAGZ

Photographer : Nurulita

Fashion & Beauty Stylist Director : Me
Model : Katya Talanova
Makeup : Philip Kwok
Asst. stylist : nisita
DI artist : Panji Simanjuntak

2011-01-14T08:10:00.000-08:00

my lunch meeting today

ohh i love the food

it was at Pizza e Birra Plaza Indonesia

and

I always ends up in the same place

with my fav carrot cake n coffee :p

and my girls

2011-01-13T11:43:00.000-08:00

http://www.kesyamoedzjenan.com/

i hope its soon gonna online

AMEN

2011-01-13T11:39:00.000-08:00

my latest WorK as My dream Magazine

Photographer : Nurulita

Fashion Director & Stylist : Me
Model : Salvita
Asst. stylist : nisita
Makeup : Andy Chun Chun
DI artist : Panji Simanjuntak

Photographer : Giovanni JR

Fashion Director & Stylist : Me
Model : Igor Vican
Asst. stylist : nisita
Makeup : Philips Kwok
Hairdo : Bintang Droe

2011-01-12T02:02:00.000-08:00

me with my PETs !!!

LanVin Pre-Fall 2011 ! daMMM J'adore Lanvin !

2011-01-05T09:53:00.000-08:00

nothing special it just me today

after saloon make my nails and grocery shopping

what an easy day